Honestly I feel like this Tumblr is what is keeping me “okay” right now.
Just because it’s giving me something to do that doesn’t make me feel pressured or insecure or anything. I literally have nothing extremely great to look forward to at the moment. And that’s kind of hard for me right now.
So I’ve been going on Tumblr more often (at least compared to, say, a couple of weeks ago) just to go through my dashboard, reblogging things that actually make me smile.This isn’t my “blog,” and it isn’t exactly exclusively a fanblog. It’s just a collection of things that brighten up my day or inspire me or give me hope and strength and wonder and all that.
Nothing feels easy right now. I’m trying to get back on track and get motivated again and find something to make each day worthwhile, but I don’t know. I can’t wait for things to turn around, and yet I know that I have to do something to make that happen. I just don’t know what to do…
And I guess just wanted to post this to say I hope some of what I reblog and share makes you smile, even sometimes, too.